a girl and her pups and a possibility!

My adoption of my sweet boy is becoming more of a reality. Since May, I have moved a few steps. I have gotten my 800 approval, my article 5, and most recently on April 6th, ARC approval. I am now in line for the coveted NOC. Once I have this approval my case will go to the courts.  You would think the waiting would get easier but in fact it is quite the opposite. As the days go on, I am struggling more and more. I long for my son, who I have never met. I miss him more than I ever thought possible. How do you miss someone you have never met?  I guess that is a mystery of adoption. I want to hold him in my arms, and show him that he is loved and valued.  My heart aches, it actually aches for Elliott. NOC approvals have been coming fairly quickly. I am hoping that is the case with mine.  If you think of it, would you pray specifically for my approval before the end of this month. My prayer is to travel by October. In order for this, I need my approval within the nex...